Hi, I’m so sorry to read about the passing of your beloved mum. Mine passed away 5 months ago. She was the kindest, sweetest soul you could ever meet. My heart is broken, and I fear for what the future lies ahead. Every day is endless, I can’t see a world in which my mum isn’t in it.
Regarding ‘dreams’, I’m quite skeptical (and probably a bit cynical) on these, as I think sometimes vulnerable people can interpret things because they want to believe. However…..
About a 2 months ago, I had a dream. It was clear as day, like watching a film, and I still remember everything about it, as if I just had it 5 minutes ago.
In the dream, my son and I went to visit my mum and dad’s house. As we got there, the house was in darkness. As we got closer, I could see there was a light on around the back. And through the front door, I could see my mum in the hall. Next, my mum, son and I are standing in the hall when my dad comes down the stairs, saying to my son “I hope you’ve brought money to buy me a cup of tea” (he always joked with my son about bringing money with him when we went to visit, then wouldn’t let him spend it). We all laughed, then the 4 of us stood in a circle and hugged. No more words were spoken.
I can still remember every last detail of the dream. It’s not gone foggy or cloudy. It makes me so emotional thinking about it (and typing it there). My dad’s world is absolutely shattered with mums passing, so to see and hear him laughing and joking like he used to do, is also gut-wrenching. Our lives will never be the same again.
I know dreams can be strange, or a bit surreal, but this dream was as clear as if I lived it yesterday. I will never ever forget it. The 4 of us, reunited in a circle, hugging. It knocks me for six still now.
I just wanted to share that, keep believing your mum is around.
God bless you