I am utterly lost without my daughter, she had additional needs and we were so so close ,she was 35 and she died last Monday from a rare and aggressive cancer , we only got the diagnosis at the end of march , I have 3 other grown up children, my husband is also struggling , we have not even got the death certificate yet as it had to go to coroner. Our house feels so empty, like the life has been sucked out of it. I am taking sleeping tablets simply because I cannot rest otherwise. I miss her physical presence so much
Hollie, I am sending you a big hug. Losing a child is awful, when that child had additional needs that you have coped with, supported and invested so much love and care in……well that is cruel beyond imagining. My heart goes out to you and your family. I pray that God gives you the strength to cope with your pain.
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I’m so sorry you have lost your beloved daughter. It is so very painful at the moment and I feel your anguish.
Look after yourself and keep posting here if it helps. There is many who can support you here who truly know how you are feeling xx
I think I will continue to post here as and when I need too. It’s very raw and so bloody painful, cancer is a hideous, indiscriminate disease, hers particularly so. We watch videos and look at photos of happy times as this is how I want to remember her, she was the center of our world. Thank you for those that have replied. All of us have lost someone we love very much so I’m grateful for the responses xxx