Only been two weeks. Feel guilty over so much. Ill for a while but died of sudden cardiac arrest. Should have gone around that morning and begged to go to hospital.
2 Likes
Hello @el18,
I’m Seaneen, and I can see you’re new to the community. I’m sorry for the loss that brings you here, but I hope you find it to be a support to you.
The sudden death of someone close to you can often leave you with intense feelings to cope with as you grieve. And you might also be coping with the trauma and shock of it, which can make it all the more difficult.
You may find our info page on coping with sudden deaths helpful to read.
It’s really common to feel guilt and regret when someone dies. Here are some threads which members talk about these feelings. It might bring you some comfort to know that you are not alone.
Please be gentle with yourself and keep reaching out 
Seaneen
death is a most terrible thing. the circumstances are rarely perfect or sublime. we expect too much of ourselves in moments of tragic loss. they are gone forever and that is why regret sets in as we can no longer correct things. counseling might ease your pain and sorrow. do not ride yourself. you are having a tough enough time as it is.
1 Like