Hi all havent been on for sometime, but its vomingbup to one uestbin the 1st november since i lost my husband and everything seems so raw again, reality has set in, that my john isnt coming back, at tomes i think thonk his with me akests but lately it seem that his not and that makes me so very sad, how am i going to survive without him we were married for 44 years and it would be 45 on the 25 th of this month, i also lost my dad on 20th april this year, im trying to help my mum get through as well, im just so sad,
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Ohh I feel it for you, I think that’s the worst bit when you know there not coming back, I have just lost my Mum and I know that I will feel just as bad in a year, 19 years since I lost my Dad and I still miss him, ohh your Mum will be so heartbroken too 
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Im so sorry for the loss of your mum, i hope your doing okay, its just so hard, please takecare, sorry for all the spelling mistakes in my post, my phone seems to just spell thing and i didn’t check, look after yourself sending a hug
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You take care, you have a tough couple of months coming up 
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