I appreciate this group More than I can say, the support I have had, has been amazing. But today for some unknown reason my grief is raw. I had a great weekend seeing grandkids and kids, I was out with my friend yesterday for lunch. I got up this morning feeling okay then the grief hit me.
I would give anything to have hubby back, for a nice, safe warm cuddle 
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Hello @Jilly44uk ,
I’m so sorry for the loss of your husband. Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m just giving your thread a gentle, “bump” for you - hopefully someone will have some thoughts to share.
Take good care,
Alex
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i too lost my husband of 47 years 5 months ago he had lung cancer and it is so hard without him but for me it is just the sadness i feel when i wake up and the same feeling all day i see my great grandson who is just a baby most days so that helps a bit and i hope sometime in the future that the sadness lessens
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I am so sorry. I hate everything about being a widow. My heart hurts for you. Go ahead and cry. You have every reason to cry. Then wipe your face with a cold cloth, straighten your crown and continue to adapt.
It’s awful. But, we have no choice.
Much love.
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thank you much appreciated i would look cool in a crown
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