Just sad that my dad is no longer here he won’t see me turn 49 next month but he was around to see my big brother and sisters 50ths horrid I know to say but I’m envious of them pathetic isn’t it
So sorry about your dad and of course it’s not pathetic to feel like you do.Its only natural to feel like you do. Birthdays are so emotional after a person passes. They trigger so many memories and feelings. I am sure your brother and sister will realise how sad you will feel and hopefully they will support you through the day.
Thinking of you
Thank you that’s so kind of you to respond x