There are days when you get up and you just get on with the day with no worries, concerns, upsets or anything and you start to think to yourself “ I’ve got this” then there are those days when everything just hits like a thunder bolt . Yesterday was one of those days for me I was playing motown and wham every song reminded me of him even the songs I know he didn’t like just got me . I was doing my diamond art at the time with the music in the background but I had to give up because I was welling up that much I couldn’t see the letters on the canvas . On those days I don’t do anything because whatever I do just floods me with memories although they are happy memories they are just a constant reminder he’s no longer by my side .
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@Kazzer, it’s really hard & I understand what you write. This grieving thing has a way of catching you out when you least expect it. Keeping busy is a good distraction but there’s always those reminders of the huge loss we have experienced.
Jen
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Had one of those days yesterday Aswell .Woke up after a nightmare rest of the day was full of tears .Sunday was the day always went to our local Rock n Roll afternoon.Not been since my partner passed.Hope you’ve had a better day Kazzer
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