So many things to contend with

So many things to contemplate after losing a parent. Debt, memories, loneliness, isolation, a home without atmosphere. No one to interact with, I could go on and on. I’m not sure how to climb out of it ? just all too much to deal with at once. Still lower back pain not cleared up too. Today I received reminder of debt with EON and TV licence bill, not that I watch much TV. and a letter from boots with mum’s name on regarding eye test. Not destroyed that yet, I do miss mum.

I try and do what I can and like I said constantly on the phone trying to put things into place, ie a safety net.

You have described this awful experience we are going through perfectly I am so sorry for your loss This however will pass eventually and we will be at peace