So much pain

Why does life just flip you upside down, I thought I was a strong person who could deal with pretty much anything

Grief is so painful and difficult to endure but sadly we all must try to carry this burden on here.
I am hoping it gets easier - like you I thought I was strong and resilient but my loss had floored me and I am just a shadow of myself at the moment.
I pray it will get better - others reassure me it will. I hope they are right.
I hope it gets better for you too in time.
Sending hugs and strength xx