So , last Thursday I arrived at my parents home to sort their medication and breakfast to walk in on my dad having a full on heart attack 
Anyone who knows anything about me knows my hubby died last June due to a massive cardiac arrest in front of me 🥲
My heart is breaking , I’m at a loss xxx when is this ever going to stop it’s truly shit , sorry for the language xx
I really don’t know what to do , my mum is palliative
Why oh why is this happening to us ? Sorry again just feel so lost and alone 
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I am SO sorry that these awful things have happened to you, you poor darling. There is a saying that God never gives us more than we can handle, but I sometimes wonder about that.
I can’t do or say anything to help ease your pain, but I am wishing you strength to cope with this horror you are facing.
You are not alone. Lots of people who read your message will be concerned for you, even if they don’t reply.
I am thinking of you and trying to send you strength.
Much love, Ann xx
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Mrs T. Theres no words, no comfort, no magic sht shovel for these horrendous events that keep coming at you. I’m so sorry for what you are dealing with and the unfairness of it all. I agree life is sht and after yet another day of gut wrenching sobbing I’m struggling to find any words for you. But please believe me I feel your pain and wish I could help. I will get back to you when I have the energy to put the right words the right way.
But we are here for you x
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Hi Ann , all I can say is that he is testing me to the limit at the moment
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It’s beyond a test… truly shit indeed. I have been writing this post for quite some time and i still don’t know what to say but thinking and really hoping for some comfort for you. I am just dumbfounded at this world. Lots of love xx
Absolutely, that’s exactly how I feel too. I am trying to,survive without my wonderful husband, so how you are managing, I do not know!
Xx
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Dear MrsT1, I took a short break, but glad to be back again. I have read a few letters on this forum, and I remember writing to you one time before. I read your post and felt the tears coming out of my eyes. I guess each time I read of others losses, I get the same same feelings. i am sorry for your loss and setbacks - I guess we all go through moments, better yet times like that. I go thru these trials as well, I feel for you as well as each person who is suffering a loss . My wife died in our home one night of a fatal heart attack - she didn’t come home that night. Like you and many others, I really miss my partner in life. I hope you will have a better day tomorrow. Wishing you the best!
Herb
So so sorry for what you are having to endure. Sending hugs x