I am 8 years on from parental loss.
I was really depressed today but I had to attend a party. So, I went. I had a great time. I hated having to go alone but it was a work party. A beautiful event, free wine, food, met new people, saw old friends. I was so depressed today but I had to scratch it off my calendar. My one good habit is I always compete my tasks, always. So all my friends whom I invited did not come. Their loss. But I did it.
And so can you Often in life we must force ourselves. So glad I went.