Three weeks since the day my life fell apart. Getting through each day one at a time. Ive hit the alcohol pretty bad i wont lie it seems to numb the pain a little. Lots been sorted so i should be proud of myself for that and going back to work helped.
I have a couple of drinks at night, I always have. So long as it doesn’t get out of hand. I don’t drink alcohol during the day. Just low alcohol lager in the evening and not enough to make me sing!
I have been drunk three times in my life, Cider when I was 16 and thought it was pop. Once on Bacardi after my first husband died. And once 10 years ago on white wine when someone kept topping my glass up.
Never again! Xx. Apparently I showed someone my new knickers!
Glad to hear going back to work has helped a bit, and well done on getting so much sorted, Cazzab. I drank really heavily for the first 6 weeks, 2 bottles of wine a night! I knew it was far too much and I’d end up making myself ill so I’ve made a concerted effort to reduce it. I didn’t drink anything Mon-Thurs then had a couple of ciders and a bottle of wine last night. Woke up feeling rough and realised I no longer want that so I’m going to carry on reducing how much I do drink, maybe even ending up in complete abstinence but I won’t put that on myself yet!! Look after yourself xx