Still Struggling

Those Road Runner cartoons were very clever actually. All the ideas of how the Coyote would fail to capture the road runner. Very funny at the same time too.

Last film I saw at the Cinema was Alien Romulus

@Keith68 they were yes, I was always on the side of the coyote that roadrunner was too smug ! There used to be quite funny rude t shirts about years ago haha involving the coyote & roadrunner

How is everyone doing? Sending hood wishes.

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At @Magsclar bit shitty start to my day Iā€™m always like this around Christmas though was when I found my mam bless her, so brain goes into overdrive. Hope your well

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I think when you lose someone every memory comes flooding back on a daily basis, even the small ones. Thereā€™s triggers everywhere!

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It does. Am ok thanks, as you say, Christmas brings back so many thoughts and memories. What will you do on Christmas day?

Always yes, Christmas is always a reflecting time itā€™s mams two years December 28th

I donā€™t know, not totally free of the hospital as of yet.

Lifeā€™s never the same after you lose a pearent. I know that now, but itā€™s too late. I think a lot about my childhood these days and time with mum. Christmas present for me would be going back in time. Hate todayā€™s world, Iā€™m trying but nothing really changes my mind.

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One day people may build a time machine! Would be a strange thought, but I agree with thinking about those happy times.

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I think if youā€™ve had a good childhood you can say that, my mam always preferred her childhood me personally was when I moved away, I used to feel guilty for saying that but life at home was pretty hard at times

I be the first in line to try it out.

Itā€™s took me a lifetime with various woman to realize that the best woman I ever had in my life was my mum. Thatā€™s makes life so difficult these days.

Iā€™m quite happy being on my own after failed relationships, I can do what I want etc etc

Yea well, I need people! I been around people my whole life. It just not a relationship though is it? itā€™s about being able to do stuff. I not done a huge amount all year as my life been dominated by Myeloma Cancer. Which I had to deal with on my own! I could of done with support a hug. I used all the support from Maggieā€™s but I still have to come home to a empty flat at the end of the day.

I been tested this year, going through what I been through this year, would finish a lot of people. I did mention it to my doctor ! since June non stop every week at the hospital. Majority of people had someone with them when treatment for Myeloma. Not everyone but itā€™s not easy.

Are there regular faces that you see when going for your treatment Keith? Maybe you can find support amongst each other?

There is at Maggieā€™s but the meets are only once a month.

We all had different upbringings as a few have said on here I had a close bond with my mum.

Hope everyone well, yeah i was close to my mam and dad Iā€™ve learnt though you can love your parents but you donā€™t have to like them, that took some soul searching, grief sometimes isnā€™t just straightforward when your childhood has been difficult, everyoneā€™s story on here is different we are all here though for more or less same thing support