Over xmas I have tried to stay strong for my daughter, who was also very close to my Dad (we lost him in April last year, to suicide). I dreaded xmas, but managed to get through it and my daughter had a great time. Now that its over, I’m falling apart. I’m anxious in the mornings again, haven’t ate for 3 days, and feel as though I can’t cope with life. I know that I’ve probably just exhausted myself trying to hide the pain and be jolly, I just needed to get this off my chest and write it down somewhere.
Love to you all 
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You do sound exhausted, @Lynnbug, you are not alone. Thank you for sharing how you’re feeling with us, I hope writing it down helped a little. I’m giving your thread a gentle bump - I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support.
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