First time posting only just joined today. Mum passed away 6th December.
I am genuinely struggling so much it’s hard to function daily, i have 2 young kids (5&2) and I am having to just carry on as normal cause they need me. My husband just expects me to be normal, he never talks to me about Mum just says we have to carry on now.
I had an amazing relationship with my Mum, yes we would bump heads but we was so similar and I know I took her for granted now, COVID stopped me seeing Mum for her last year and when she did pass away I was lucky to have spent the day with her before but after she had made plans to be cremated with no service as she didn’t want to put people at risk of mixing. Even after she was gone she was still thinking of others just the kind of lady she was and I feel like I never got to say goodbye.
I don’t talk to anyone really and when I mentioned to my husband about calling the doctor he told me he was disappointed he thought I was strong enough to do it on my own. Feeling like I’m letting him down, my kids as I always snap at them now and I know my Mum would be so disappointed.