Thought I would try this forum for support as I’m not getting it elsewhere just now…
A little about me I’m a single mum to my son Lukas and 3 years ago i moved bck in with my mum, suppose to be to find work but, ended up leaving work and caring for my mum.
My mum had been ill for a couple of years and had copd, rheumatoid arthritis and heart failure…we were told this year she was palliative care but, I never expected it to ever happen to my beautiful mum quite so soon.
She sadly passed away on the 19th of August and I’m left with all this rage and hurt and can’t stop crying!
I think I’m shock still and it’s slowly hitting me that I’ll never see again which is literally breaking my heart.
I went to the GP and was told to exercise and eat better…not the best advice whenn you’re feeling lonely, low and have zero energy!
I guess I’m just asking what has helped people to get back to some sort of normality? I feel like I’m going insane and have breakdowns when the wee ones in bed or when he’s at his dads. I’m just not coping well at all.
And, to top it off I keep picturing my mum in agony as she spent her last few hours in pain. I just don’t know what to do.
Sorry I rambled on a bit there.