Struggling to cope with sudden suicide of boyfriend

I am 22 years old, my boyfriend of two years took his life almost three weeks ago now. I love him so much and this was incredibly sudden, my entire life has suddenly crumbled down around me. I cant quite grapple with the fact that the person I loved and spoke to and saw every day is suddenly not here, and will never be here again. I miss him so desperately, its so hard to share my grief with others as no-one seems to understand the scale in which i am hurting. I came to this site to just be listened to, and to hopefully hear some words of understanding.

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What a terrible thing for someone so young to have gone through,you have come to the right place people on this forum will cyber hold your hand and give you hugs.
I know it’s a small thing but really does help,the support is fantastic.
Stay strong.

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I am so sorry for your loss, you will find lots of support here we all understand how dreadfully debilitating grief is. Keep posting and telling us how you feel.

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Oh Blake, I don’t know what to say. Your poor, sad heart. I lost Terry in January, through cancer, so not at all the same. Just horrific in a different way. When you’re ready there’s a charity named SOBS. Survivors of Bereavement by Suicide. 0300 111 5065. They have first hand experience of what you’re going through. I cannot know how it is,but am sending love
and hope to you. Xx

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thank you for the kind words, reading that made me smile :') i really appreciate the virtual support <3

thank you so much, i havent heard of that charity! I will definitely look into getting support through them thank you <3