Sudden death of my friend

A friend of mine died a week and I am having a really hard time getting to grips with it, also I am not understanding the depth of my grief. I had known her since we were about 9 yrs old and we were best friends for over 30yrs but we fell out and have not had a lot of contact over the last 17yrs and I have been absolutely heartbroken over the news of her death can anybody please help. I cant stop crying/breaking down. :cry:

I lost my boyfriend a week ago today so I know how your feeling
I really do and so will everyone else on here
You will find alot of support on here x

Hi my friend died last night I ha e not seen her for years I am going to remember her as I last saw her, don’t feel bad as she would not had wanted that x