My boyfriend unexpectedly passed away after 2years of living together I am 19 and feeling very confused
I too, unexpectedly, lost my partner of two and a half years. He had a massive heart attack and died in my arms. I cannot describe the overwhelming, gut wrenching grief I felt and am still feeling. It has been a year now and I am still not over it. Then, seven months later, I lost my son too and now I just want to die.
But I am not 19, I am 77, and you have your whole life in front of you. You will learn to love again. It will take time, but it will happen one day. Please take care of yourself.