Hi Jss,
Sorry to hear of your loss, please accept my most heartfelt condolences.
I’m struggling to cope. My son had multiple health issues and I was his carer, friend, nurse, pharmacist, I adored his company and we were so close because of spending so much time together in a hospital room throughout his life.
I find the pain quite literally heartbreaking, I wake to the most awful chest pain, the grief sits like a concrete block on my chest. I struggle to make sense of why he’s gone, and have no answers - there will be an inquest by the look of it, covid has held back the time scale of when to expect any news from the pathologist.
My Sons headstone was put up on Thursday which was a cold hard slap of bitter reality.
I expect we all know what this feels like, there is no relief, no end and no time off from the pain we all feel x
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