The 3rd anniversary of a loved ones death hits harder than you think.Knowing the fact tomorrow was the last time i saw my mother alive is really tough to think about.She was in so much pain the night before.Her face was in agony because of the oxygen mask but she fought till the end.Her body had been through so much it couldnt take anymore and she died on the evening of the 2nd February 2021.Her lung collapsed so they had to gently take away her oxygen very slowly.I remember walking into the room she was sat up.Her eyes were rolled back and all you could hear was the oxygen that was keeping her alive.They were the hardest moments of my life.I couldnt stay till she passed it was too painful so i left the hospital and waited for the news.
This community has gotten me through the last 3 years.Just having people to talk to that understand what your going through means everything.I just want to say from the bottom of my heart thank you for all the support you have given me.Knowing where i was in the beginning to where i am now is a million miles away.The unbearable pain,physical and emotional at the beginning just leaves you broken and lost.Then comes the 1sts.The first mothers day, birthdays then the 1st Christmas.I dont think there is an end to grief because our loved ones are gone forever but we have to live for the people we’ve lost because thats what they would want.Laugh, smile, cry and just keep living because life is short and everyday is precious.
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I’m so glad you’ve found the community to be such a support, @StarHeart. Thank you for the support you give too. Will be thinking of you tomorrow 