I feel very sad today, I just don’t want ti do anything but sleep because then this pain goes away…
I feel lost and scarred…
the feeling is mutual and expected so i am told
when did you loose your dad?
I lost him on 14th June. He was diagnosed 4 weeks before he passed. He had stomache cancer.
I was holding him when he passed…
I cry slmost all the time my heart hurts…
how dreadful, bless you, i watched my mom pass its the most heartbreaking thing i have ever witnessed.
You have to try break the routine/slump that your in by remembering the memories and good times
I am trying… I just keep thinking of him laying there and me wishing he would let go…
I also keep thinking how he must of been so sad to leave us…
the thought of how sad they must of been at that point in time. goes through my head every second of everyday,
My mom like your dad would of giving anything to be with us for longer im sure.
This is the hardest thing I have ever experienced.
I wish I had a button to turn it off for a minute or two…
I know what you mean