I am finding it very hard to carry on without my partner he was my life and my world . He died unexpectedly at Christmas I don’t think people understand until they have been through something similar no matter how hard they try . Sometimes I just can’t see the point of carrying on without him . How can I cope without him we had our whole life ahead of us he was only 52 . My sister says I’ve just got to make the best of it but how can I when my life has gone . I am lost without him . It breaks my heart our dog still looks for him .
I keep going over that day again and again and it breaks my heart . He had ulcerated colitis and was injections and these caused him to have a blood clot . He had suffered so much.
What is the point of carrying on ?