Hello all
Day after day I live my life without my wonderful mum. It’s getting harder and harder to not have my mum in my life. I keep telling myself you have to try to live with it as hard as it is. It feels as though if I do I’m letting her go I can’t do that
I long to hear her gorgeous voice and my mum telling me she loves me. The love I have for my mum is immeasurable and my mum only wanted me to say that to her day In day out. What I wouldn’t give to say that to her right now. So mum if you can hear me and I know you can I love you so much mum my life isn’t the same without you mum I will be with you one day roll on that day
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I feel you so badly 
I don’t know how I’ll survive this, it is so difficult. She was the love of my life and nobody can replace a mum. I can’t tolerate the thought of not hugging her again. Yet, she was suffering a lot in the last year and I know she’s now at peace. Sending lots of love to you
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Hi both, i just wanted to say Hi and send you both a hug. Much of what you have both wrote i have felt and said to myself today.
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Hugs to you. I feel exactly the same. Lost my mum in May aged 90. I can’t believe it is 12 weeks gone, just seems unbelievable the speed of time. She meant the world to me, and me to her. So many little things trigger our thoughts. Yesterday was my birthday, and I could have cried buckets (I did a little). It’s so hard. Just take one day at a time. That’s all we can do. I’m sure our mums are trying to reach out to us (wherever they are), but I know the pain is so very hard to bear. I know all our mums would want us to continue being happy, so that’s what I try to focus on. And you’ll never let her go… you’ll never lose the memories. And I’m sure she is around looking out for you. xx
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Hugs to you all too. I think the closeness of our relationship with our parent plays a part. Sadly, I wasn’t that close to my dad who passed many years ago and grieving was totally different then. My mum was everything to me and it’s much more difficult. Being an only child also plays a part, I tell myself. We need to embrace our emotions, accept them (easier said than done) and be confident that they are watching over us. Thank you so much for sharing, you made my day a little less difficult. Sending love to you all 
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Hi Steven, I lost my mum recently too, and can resonate with everything you have said, I’ve lost my best friend, I feel heartbroken, .
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Hello Morgan. Yes mums are so special. My mum certainly was she was there for me my whole life. I have the best memory I could ever have. It was fair few months before she got so very unwell. It was on my 50th birthday my partner arranged the best day ever and my mum was there. I remember being annoyed with my mum for buying a watch I still wear now. My mum was notorious for spending silly amounts on most things but I know why she bought me my watch for my 50th. I think she knew this would be the last ever special day we’d spend together it’s a memory I will always cherish I’m in tears as I write this amongst other memories I have of my mum. Trying to live with the loss of mum is a horrible torturous ordeal one of which I have to endure. It’s nothing compared to what my mum suffered for months and months. I do know how proud I am to of loved and known my wonderful mum.
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