I would imagine that I am not the only one haunted by the past.
the what might-have-beens. sometimes I feel this so acutely but when people
die there are no do-overs with them. it is a sticky place to be.
I keep trying to move on but then the present circumstances will not allow me.
and then I reach into the past. it is a terrible place to be … and I do not know how
to escape it.
dull grey weather does not help, either. but I would give anything to move on in life
for to leave the most painful parts behind. there is no advice for this. just wanted to
express myself. thanks!
I would love to move on in life but the grief has a nasty habit of creeping up on me. I think I am doing a little better and then bam I’m crying again and in the depths of despair. I don’t know how to move forward. I feel if I do I will be losing my soulmate It’s as though my grief is a security blanket and I am frightened to let any of it go. It sounds silly. Love is continuous and we don’t stop loving when our partner dies. I think we love even more x
I grieve to maintain a relationship with my parents. It is the only way I can connect to them. And I must. The new line of thought is not to dispense with them but to carry their memories along with us.
Yes, we do love even more! I miss my parents profoundly. It is bad. You said what I do everyday.
