I am in bits, he was my constant companion for 12 years, just me and him. He was my reason for being, my world, I’m broken
Hello @Wenz.
I’m so sorry to hear of the loss of your companion.
Thank you for reaching out. We have a support page about coping with the death of a pet on our Grief Guide which you may wish to read.
You may also want to get in touch with Blue Cross Pet Loss support. They have trained counsellors who can talk you through your loss. You can speak to them on the phone or online. Their helpline is 0800 096 6606 and it is open from 8.30am - 8.30pm every day. They also have a Facebook community which you may wish to join.
I hope you find the community to be a support to you and that you can reach out for more support, if you should want to.
Take good care - you are not alone,
Alex
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Hello Wenz. So sorry to hear that you have lost your precious Toby. I know it feels that you have lost your best friend and it’s devastating. When my darling boy had to be put to sleep due to canine dementia, I contacted the Blue Cross bereavement helpline as I just wanted to explain to somebody who understood just how guilty and devastated I felt. They were really helpful so if you feel able to contact them they may be able to help you too. Take care and remember Toby’s still in your heart 
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