I miss you so much Alan xx
Today I went through your things.
So many memories….so much of you in everything I touched
It still doesn’t seem right that I’m doing this
I cried. I laughed. I felt you nearby
I held things that you had loved
I held them to my face
I wished they still smelled like you
I wished you were still here in this room
I closed my eyes and pretended that you were
You left so many things behind when God took you away
Your clothes…your books…pictures…and ME
Until the day that I join you, I will be missing you.