Hi.Those circumstances are exactly the same as mine.Together 42 years.He was 59 went to bed and never woke up.I relive the night every day.Have redecorated and changed the bedroom but it’s still as clear in my mind as when it happened 5 months ago.I enquired about getting the 999 recording just to check I did everything I could but not sure that’s wise.I’m just hoping it gets easier.My thoughts are with you.
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Bless you, be kind to yourself, its going to take time, also for me…
Its so sad seeing what we have all been through on here x
Oh Jamfaz, I really feel for you. I too wonder if I had made different decisions he maybe still here. But I will never know and as I have been told I am not a doctor and you aren’t either. I need to forgive myself for not knowing, I know he would forgive me as I forgive him. Unfortunately I cannot get answers from the hospital as they won’t return my calls. Even PALS seem to be ignoring me. I’m not strong enough to keep pushing at the moment. Our partners would hate to see us punishing ourselves.
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@Debsie1 you are so right.They wouldn’t.
I just want to wake up without feeling like there is a huge stone on my heart.I am trying so hard just to carry on with my so called new normal.Hope you get answers at some point.x