I lost my brother in January 2020 he was murdered and think I am still processing my grief and I am just realising how much it is affecting my life.
That must have been such a heartbreaking experience for you. I don’t know if there are other users of this site who have suffered a similar loss. If you don’t get responses to this post, you could try to post it again, either in this category or the ‘losing a sibling’ one, and maybe use as a title: ‘my brother was the victim of violence’ or something like that.
There is also an organisation called Support After Murder and Manslaughter, which has a helpline and online support. This is the link to their website: https://samm.org.uk/
I hope that you find the support you are looking for.
Thank you so much for your kind response. I will definitely look up samm.