Each day is a struggle, I’m always in survival mode, I lost the love of my life in October suddenly with no warning, we have been together since we were 14 I am now 65. I’m trying so hard to keep going as life is short and each day should count. How do I find my happy place again. We did everything together. He was my best friend and made me laugh. Life is cruel.
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Bless you my lovely.
I’m so sorry you had to join us.
But you have found a good place here.
Hopefully you will get some comfort from reading others posts… From people walking their own grief journeys.
Just be kind to yourself, and do your grief , your way, in your own time
Hugs and love 
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It is a cruel world lost mine in October too my soul mate my everything x
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@SP60
THANK YOU
That is one of the main at inspirational/ understanding/ wisdom filled (can’t think of correct word) posts.
Tears streaming down my face… Because I’m feeling so much for you, and that you have put into the most eloquent of words so much of how I feel.
I’m having a particularly tough time at the moment (17 months)
Love , hugs and blessings my grief friends 
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@SP60
You are truly inspirational.
Bless you my friend
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@SP60
Thank you 
Lovely words… I hope I can find happiness again…. So hard to imagine a full life without him he was a very special person 
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So very true .