So today is going to be the first time since i lost my partner on 1st august il be on my own , heart palpitations are bouncing out my chest but im determined to do it, dentist tomorrow even though i nearly cancelled it, time to try and give myself a shake ,love and hugs to everyone as we travel on this route of grief and missing our loved ones.
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Miamoo2107 it is such early days for you and everything is still very raw.
I am 21 weeks into this horrendous journey and I have been on my own since day 1. I had to leave my beautiful partner in Scotland where he passed away suddenly whilst we were on holiday and drive home over 400 miles on my own.
Yes it’s horrible and the silence is deafening. You will be ok tonight. You may not sleep much but you will get through it. And if you can get through tonight then you will get through the next night. It’s not easy but he will be so proud of you and spurring you on.
And if you find things difficult then reach out to this group anytime of the night. I know I did. There’s always one of us online whatever the hour.
I wish you a peaceful night and good luck at the dentist tomorrow.
Sending a big hug 
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Big BIG hugs coming your way, you can do it, it’s hard but sadly we have no choice. Give the pillow a big hug. Tomorrow will be a new day, god willing you will have a little bit of peace of mind. Even if its only a few seconds its a start.
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Thank you so much for your message it means alot and i appreciate your help xx
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Thank you so much im going to give it my all i have my dog mia or moo as my grandson nicknamed her xx
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