Hi, sorry if I’ve posted in the wrong place. I’m new here. Just feeling so sad.
In January 2016 my twin brother was reported missing by his colleagues after not showing up at work for 3 days. The police found him dead in his bedroom. The autopsy and further tests showed he had died from an epileptic seizure. He wasn’t diagnosed as epileptic because he’d only ever had one seizure before (takes at least 2 for diagnosis).
My family were beginning to cope but then in April this year, my mum went out for the night and had a cardiac arrest and died. We are still awaiting test results because her autopy was inconclusive.
My parent split when I was 7-8 and I grew up in a house with my mum, brother and sister. Now half that household is gone. I feel so lonely. I’m not alone. I’m married with a child and close to my sister, my in laws, and have some fantastic friends. But I still feel so empty right now and so sad. Not quite sure what to do with myself.