I was blessed to be able to care for my beautiful mum at home until she passed. After a diagnosis in September mum died on 9th of December. While we shared many happy times making memories , the terrible last few days of her suffering etched on her face and the sounds haunts me, especially when I go to bed and my mind goes into overdrive. I can’t bear it 
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Hello bonnybon1, try not to dwell on the painful last days. Pain is an inevitable part of life and should be observed without judgement. Be kind to yourself. My heart goes out to you.
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