Yesterday, I went out with a friend, had tea and cake then did a little bit of shopping.
When I got home, I felt uncomfortable that I had done this.
I started wondering if I was coping too well.
Was I not really facing up to what had happened ( although during tea, I thought how unfair it was that my husband could no longer enjoy this).
Today I am really down and crying time after time after time.
I am hurting so much. I miss him so much.
Does this sound familiar?