Hi Christine, truly heartbreaking. I laid in bed with my mum and had my arm around her and holding her hand. I dosed off (I didn’t mean to) I woke to my sister shouting me. Then due to my job I just went into auto pilot and comforted my siblings telling them it’s okay. Of course it wasn’t okay. I made the call but had to go to bed befor they came for her. Felt too much like my job. I woke up to my sister saying my name because I was sobbing. I went to my mum’s room and she was gone. I was broken.
Im so sorry you are still struggling with it. I guess it will always be a struggle just some days easier than others.
I don’t know how I’m going to keep going. But I will.
Thank you for your message.
Big hugs and love
Caroline x
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