It’s 49 weeks today that I lost Alan. The heartache is just as painful, and the tears fall daily.
I wish I could see you one more time come walking through the door
But I know that is impossible, I will hear your voice no more.
I know you can feel my tears and you don’t want me to cry
Yet my heart is broken because I can’t understand why someone so precious had to die.
I pray that God will give me strength and somehow get me through
As I struggle with this heartache that came when I lost you.
Thank you for sharing the poem. Is there anything we can do to help you? Would you like to speak to organisations that can help and support you as you grieve?
Please let me know and I will send you some links but please continue to reach out here. You are not alone.
Thank you Pepsi for your support.
I speak to Cruse when I’m feeling at my worst, and it helps sharing my feelings and being able to cry to someone.
I also speak and cry to my best friend who is always there for me.
I’ve lost family members in the past, but the pain of losing Alan is so unreal.
I’ve never felt pain like this before.
You are welcome. That is so good you have support from your friend and that you turn to Cruse in your darkest moments.
Sadly no text book can describe the pain you go through of losing a loved one. It is like having your heart ripped out. In time the pain will lessen.
Keep reaching out here as we are always here for you. Take care.