Why do I miss my partner who passed away 6 months ago

It’s been 6 months since my partner Emily passed away very suddenly I miss her so much. Its worse because I was the one who found her not well. And I feel guilty I couldn’t of done anything. She was only 41 I wanted to grow old together we talked about getting married a few times but never did. I regret it life hasn’t been easy probably the darkest days of my life. But from support from family friends I have carried on because she would want me to.

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My heart goes out to you, loss of someone you love so much is painful and grief hits in so many ways. A planned life taken, but I’m glad you have support and your partner definitely would have wanted you to carry on. I say that as if I understand, trust me I find it hard to carry on some days, but it is the best way even tho it doesn’t feel it, mines nearly 2 years, I don’t cry as often but some days I just can’t mentally cope, they say you never get over it you just learn to live with it, think I’ll be learning a long time.

This app is a godsend. So glad you have found it. Always come here when you need support, been a life saver for me, literally

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