Hi Nell
I can fully understand and empathize with your feelings,although nothing I say will change your circumstances , take comfort in the knowledge that on this forum there are many who are going through the pain you are enduring and fully understand how you feel.God bless.
Kind thoughts Barry.
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Hiya misprint my beautiful son just came with a beautiful Yorkshire terrier puppy a love it my son is my hero he’s like his dad I already have a geriatric grey hound johns dog so lovely lv annie x x
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I have a Yorkshire terrier called smudge He is ten months old. He started off black and brown and he is now white and grey
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Thankyou nel calling my little baby daisy I love her lv annie x x
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Just being to pet shop got her a pink collar and coat lv annie x x
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She will be good for you. You will find little brown parcels everywhere for a few months. And wee wee but she will bring you lots of joy x
My wife found her peace just under a year ago,I talk to her photo on the wall,I love all kinds of music but for some unknown reason I can’t listen or take an interest in it.Everywhere I turn there is a memory attached to it,the only escape I have is going on long walks.
This journey we have been put on is unbelievably difficult and there is no preplanned route so I pass on my best wishes and hope someday we will all find our peace.
Barry.
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How lovely he will bring you so much comfort my two are very precious and I would hate to be without them.
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Hi N,
I feel exactly the same as you, I am 13 weeks in and finding it so hard to cope, my gorgeous man collapsed while out jogging and it hurts so much that I never got to say goodbye.
A couple of weeks ago, I went to meet the lady who found him on the road, she told me that he was taking his last breaths as she got to him and she said she held his hand and reassured that help was on the way.
It should have been me holding his hand but nobody knew where we lived as we are new to this area and eventually the police came to my door, they wanted me to identify him but I couldn’t do it as I didn’t want my last memory to be of him lying on the road.
Part of me died that day I don’t care if anything happens to me now because I can go to wherever my soulmate has gone.
He always told me I was the missing jigsaw piece and had made his life complete.
I find no joy in any now, we had no family and if it wasn’t for my 2 dogs I wouldn’t get up in the mornings.
Take care
Yvonne
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Exactly the same. I’m in treatment since I witnessed the cardiac arrest. It was the worst. John told me we’d be in big trouble if something happened to one of us. It did. Now it’s me having to endure a life without him. He doesn’t know a life without me. It’s so unfair. I feel homeless because without him there is no home. It’s all meaningless.
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Hiya nel started volunteering at charity shop went once and got anxiety so not going back the lady who works there was very kind and told me to go back anytime I have to get on top off this take care lv annie
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I was going to volunteer but I would be just like you Annie. We have to build our confidence x
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A agree nel maybe in time but can’t at minute lv annie x x
Misprint I know exactly how you feel and I’m feeling it too. I’m a carer and that’s the hardest thing to do is to put a face in and act as if I’m doing fine when really I’m crumbling inside .
My life has taken a right U turn . I feel so alone ,miserable , on a daily basis I get scared because I have been on the Suicide road but the thought of the kids having to go through another loss helped me get back on track but it’s far from the right track .
All I do now is go to work have the grandkids when needed and that’s it my social life is zero.
Life just seems so dull and I question it regularly
Iv been in this lonely road for 18 months now and I feel as if I have gone right back to day one .
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Hope you’re ok Karen…will you be meeting up with any of Rob’s friends again perhaps? It’s so hard sometimes isn’t it.
Your children and grandchildren will need you so much.
Please take care and look after yourself although I know how hard that is
Janey xx
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Hi it’s five months tomorrow since the love of my life my world died. I put on an act with kids and grandkids and at work . I cry every night and ask him to come get me . The world is an awful place without Chris . We were so happy before he got cancer just plodding along with our life not doing much but doing it together . Now I just want to die and be with him . I even think if there is no after life and death is just final I would rather that then live without him . Sorry if this makes anyone feel down x
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You don’t make me feel down in fact you make me feel better knowing I’m not the only one feeling like this helps. I to put an act on until I’m alone and I can cry. I to wish jim would come and get me and we can be together again in the next world with no worries and just float along on our cloud.
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Hi,
It is so incredibly hard, isn´t it. My husband died 10 weeks ago on Friday and even writing this makes me cry. What does help me though when I feel really bad is thinking what he would want me to do. He did tell me that he didn´t want me to be miserable after he had gone and he wanted me to live a happy life again. I am trying to get out and do new things and meet and talk to new people and whilst it does not take my grief away it at least makes me feel better for a while.
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Morning… no you do t make anyone feel down be cause most of us feel the same… it’s been just over a year now since my partner passed away with cancer… I feel so alone well actually I am we did everything together didnt worry about friends. I have two sons but they have there own life and worries… my grandchildren come to stay now and then and I have a little dog he is the reason I get up I the morning …Take care x
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Hi. I’m new. I lost my husband Jan 10th to covid. He was 51. I moved to England 22 yrs ago to live here with my Yorkshire lad. He was my everything. My best friend and soul mate. I never really made friends. I have 3 grown step kids and 5 grandchildren. I was coping until yesterday. Lastnight I just broke down in tears and couldn’t stop. I been like it most of today too. Somethings just come over me and I’m not sure I can manage. I’m sorry for all of us for even having to have these discussions. I just don’t know where to go from here. I died when he did.
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