I cannot stop thinking about holding Davids hand, walking alone is so cold and lonely now, i will never hold his hand again, i will probably never hold anyones hand again. How sad
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Hi Penny, sorry to hear that you’re missing David. I guess its something we all have to go through, as we’ll never hold that hand; have that cup of tea or even a hug. Its a horrible thought and one that takes time to adjust to. You never fully adjust, but it does get better
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Thank you Paul, I think every tear helps to heal but it is very very hard 
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@penny6 yeah, it’s harder than I imagined. Its strange really, its one thing in life that is certain, ie death, but its the one thing you can never really prepare for x
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Oh @penny6
It’s awful isn’t it. I keep thinking of the first and last times we did things today. The first time I realised I loved him and he me, such beautiful memories. I try to think how lucky we were to find each other and have them lovely 18 years together, I’ll always cherish the time we had together. If we had 100 years together, it would never have been enough.
As silly as this sounds I do believe that our loved ones walk with us through life, although you can not see them, they are holding your hand, cuddling you at night and sending you strength. When it is our time to go, we will reunite and hold each other again 
xx
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I, too, believe that wholeheartedly. If I didn’t, I couldn’t go on. Plus, many good things keep happening for me since he went, I’m sure he is making my life better for me to make up for his not being here.
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He is 100% guiding you through. It’s our body that dies but not our soul or energy. I can feel my Andrew around me, I know he’s near
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