I call the days when I am sad and down or cry a few tears my wobble days. Today, it is a mighty wobble day. I dreamt that my Philmore was in front of our house and washing and repairing his car. I asked him if he had any problems getting the car back from his nephew, and he said no because it was just a misunderstanding, and he was back again to stay. I also will rectify your computer problems later on, he said. I was so happy, cuddled and kissed him, but I woke up, and my Philmore was still gone. Since then, I have just been crying and so sad. I am a bit better now, but I am still I am sad. My counsellor told me that there would still be days and nights like this, and she was right, but I can manage these wobble painful days much better now. Sending love and hugs to everyone.
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I’m sorry that the dream upset you. It sounds like the one I had where Steve came back and told me he had been working away but was back now. I admit that I found it comforting to see him again, healthy and smiling at me.
I hope the rest of your day improves, try to take things easy.
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I love your description of your wobble days. I think mine at the moment are a bit more “fall in a heap” days.
It’s really positive that you can make sense and cope better on these days and it’s ok to still have them probably for a while to come.
Hope your day gets less sad and you can find some positivity later on.
Sending strength to help keep you upright xxx
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