I’m dreading todaynwould appreciate your thoughts and prayers.
My darling marian was my heart and my life, without her I feel lost & lonely.
She died 27th May 2022 and the rawness of emotions I feel are so painful. I am on week 5 of bereavement counselling and for me it brings up so much pain I wonder how it is helping to be honest
My faith is strong but these emotions drain me of the joy of life I had when my beloved was alive.
I went to a place we would have gone to for our anniversary “date” and ending up just crying in the high street.
When does this ease up please, I’m really not sure what to do apart from praying which I find comfort in. However the pain seems really resilient, is it because it is so new and raw do you think or am I trying to walk before I can crawl?