This time last year I knew it was the last we would spend together my little sister and I she was 32 and was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in May 2021 and was given 2 months to live. We were lucky we got 8. We had to deal with covid restrictions like many others which made the worst situation you could be in a hundred times worse. It was her 33rd birthday last month then facing Xmas without her and a year in January since I lost her. 
I have cried everyday for the past 11 months not being able to let go but I have to start thinking of my family I have my husband and children to think about now. They have watched me greive and fall apart which can’t be easy for them I just feel lost
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@Sue2001 sending you love, light and virtual hugs.
It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to not be okay.
What advice would you give your sister if the table was turned, when your in a quiet place tune in to her voice, what would she tell you.
I bet she would want you to be happy. Xx
The famous poet Rumi said. Set your life on fire, and find people who can fan your flames 
Keep your head up Chuck xxx