It’s my first Christmas without my partner been asked to go to my parents but i don’t want to. I miss him everyday still cry everyday It’s been 11 weeks
Its a hard one isn’t it. You kmow your parents will be worried for you. All the family were planning on coming to me. 10 of them. I have decided to keep the plan the same. It will keep me busy but i know there will be tears. Its different for me but do what you feel is best for you.
I feel your pain…it will be my first Xmas without my soulmate and I just hate it-i just want him back 
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I feel the same. I lost my wife on the 7th of October. She loved Christmas and always made a big thing of it. It’s going to be really hard without her. I’m dreading it.
I would do anything to have her back. 
It’s my first Christmas without my wife too, Jo. I don’t know what to do. I have no family for support. I just want it to be over with.
I’m crying every day too.
Same here would love Paul back
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