She was born sleeping
I can see that you’re new to the community. I hope you find it to be a support to you, but I am so sorry for the loss of your baby daughter that brings you here.
Coming to terms with the death of your child goes against the expectations you held for both of your futures. Your loss is so very recent and you are feeling understandably broken. Please do keep reaching out for support here and to those around you. You might also wish to contact Sands - Stillbirth and Neonatal Death Society. You can visit their website at https://www.sands.org.uk They have a helpline, grief support groups and more, and you can talk to people who understand.
Sue Ryder also has some resources which can help you cope with grief.
Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through .
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.