It is now 14 months ago when my husband died.
Second wedding anniversary as a widow and so it goes on.
‘i carry on, like nothings wrong,
but i find it hard to smile.
i bear the cost, of all i’ve lost,
but i had happiness… for a while.’ - r. suzuki
Yes that is how it is it’s true
Could’ve written same as u
Cos that’s exactly how it goes
Some days full of grief & woes
Right down from head to toes
Cat has messed yet again
More chores she’s too old 2train
Like us she wants some fuss
Doesn’t get it so she makes me cuss
Instead of patience I get cross
She has also suffered same loss
Sometimes she purrs
I’m then all hers
But can’t just sit
Even though not fit
It’s only me to do the lot
reminds me when I forgot
Time for for food go on now
Keep going don’t look so dou.
Oh shut up cat you don’t know
Please leave me alone and go
Out for your daily jaunt
No you sit there and flaunt
With pleading big green eyes
Just staring at all my sighs
Waiting until I say okay
Craftily creep no I say
But you crawl back and sniff
Can we make up this tiff
Yes I am a pain
I’ve come in too from the rain
Give me a hug I will be good
You know I think you really should
Quite wonderful.
Have you got a pet
No, but my mum always had dogs and cats since her childhood.
My grandchildren make me smile
But otherwise tough