thank you Lostinlimbo. We are all pals in this horrible journey of grief. Take care.
Thank you lucky star for your kind words I never dreamt I’d be on a website like this but I’m glad I found it
I try to ignore the “it will get better” people comments. Let’s face it; they just don’t understand the loss or pain if they haven’t experienced it. And they can’t ever understand because it’s not their turn yet. Someone pointed out to me that one day one spouse will lose the other. Only then will they understand.
I have recently reopened our toy shop. Steve used to come with me each morning stay for a couple of hours and then come back and walk home with me. Sometimes I find it hard as I have nothing to go home for.