Morning Pat and Trisha,
Thank you so much.
Pat, the thought crossed my mind about watching TV in bed, I may give it a go tonight.
Trisha, pleased your day turned out better than you hoped, sometimes I find being out of the house in the company of certain people does really help to occupy us more than going out alone I think.
I’ve turned into a cracked record - felt really tired by 8pm last night, tidied what I felt like after the blokes finished the loft, and decided to go to bed at 9pm, ada had been staying with our daughter and Winston since last Monday, so I thought I’d go to bed as I felt very tired. By midnight, I was still trying to sleep, at one point I cried so much, I felt sure I’d cry myself to sleep, it didn’t happen, I got up made another hot drink, read a little, couldn’t write in my journal due to the steroid injection and hand splint, took ages to finally drop off, woke just after 3, was going to get up and continue with these reports then myst have dropped off again only to wake 4.25. Finally waking 6am.
If I can go to bed so early feeling tired, (remembered one of my gran’s sayings - an hour before midnight is worth 2 hours after), and still not fall asleep, then if it happens tonight, I am going to relent and take one of these sleeping pills, I really cannot continue with very little or no sleep. I’m back at the doctor’s next week for my monthly check up, I’ll mention all this then, not that he’ll be able to offer any alternative advice or solutions.
I may try the meditation process that i was reminded of through reading Bristles’ post yesterday. Need a quiete mind though and mine is full of thoughts. Once I can hold a pen/pencil I’m going to resume my adult colouring every night again, in the past that relaxed me and helped to quieten my mind.
In the meantime, another busy day, and I’ll see what this evening brings.
Thank you do much everyone for your support. I wish you all a better day today than yesterday.
Congratulations Trisha on getting everything completed yesterday.
Blessings
Jen☆