hi Ulma my cold seems to have gone now just headaches left.
I am so tired of feeling tired.
hello to everyone
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good morning everyone.
Hot humid night and a very misty morning,
I am still in my nightmare, I wake to it every day I know this is it now .
Its a new reality for all of us, and so hard to accept there is no going back however much we long for it 
sending hugs 
A new week .
I hope you are all good.
The guilt is strong with me today, I know it’s mine to bare
I feel I don’t deserve to be here, almongst all you good people I’m not sure why but writing it is like admitting it. It makes no difference and these feelings are of my own making and I am not garnering sympathy.
I just need to write it out loud I can’t say it to anyone .
I’m sorry .
We all need to be heard and vent our innermost feelings somewhere, so it’s only good that you do it here. Glad you’re cold is better, mine is on the way too, I think.
Hi Ulma my cold was thankfully brief.
How are you going?
That’s good! I had to go back to the hospital where dad was yesterday and have been in a dip since then. Are you hanging on somewhat?
I hope you are ok.
I’m okay thank you
but rivers of tears wont stop.
There really are rivers. Weird how we can weep so much, isn’t it? Sending hugs for today.
My thoughts on waking and through out each day when I don’t have a distraction (which is not possible all the time) I am at a loss I do not know what to do. I cannot reconcile myself.
I am sorry I am not who I thought I was,
just to say hello to eberyone.
Morning Olive, are you working today? I am currently trying to remove mould from bedroom curtains (not easy), i have a guy coming to collect and Dads tools so they can be reused in Africa, and then its off to the bank. Very exciting!
not working (well have to go in for one appt) hence unable to leave my bed , have been awake since five, i never move unless i really have to, I know its terrible.
the reuse of the tools sounds good.
thank you for your reply i will get out now and feed some chooks down the lane that I am looking after.
Hi just wanted to say hello to every one another Sunday half way through. All you wonderful people deserve to feel good again and I am sure you will, I’m just marking time I’m not sure what do.
I know do four hours voluntary on a helpline and my second shift was last night. I have to say that did feel good.
take care everyone thank you all
Hello! I’m exhausted from having had to take a really long trip this weekend. Came home and just feel so incredibly sad about everything.
Working at a helpline sounds like a great idea. I’m glad it felt good. Helping others does make you forget for a little while.
Hugs, because that is always needed!
gratefully received, I hope you can rest up now.
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oh no is your power back on now???
Only just! But they have warned it might go off again so im frantically making tea and charging my phone while i can! 
Hi Ally I hope you are all powered up again now