They are both there now x x x
Hello, Sheila. Sorry to hear about your eye problems. Do you have cataracts? I have and am waiting for an appointment to have them fixed. I cannot bear sunlight so, like you, have to wear sunglasses for most of the time.
It is interesting to note that waking up in the morning seems to be the worst time for most of us. I have always been an early riser and doer but now I just don’t want to get up and face another lonely day.
I force myself out of bed, shower, make-up and have a slice of toast and cup of tea then go out. As you know, I live in this miserable sheltered place where I sometimes don’t see a soul for days. I am hoping to move soon so that I can get a rescue cat for company.
My favourite time of day is late evening when I can go to bed and shut down for a few hours. I hope there is more to life than this eventually but not convinced.
Love, Eileen xx
Hi Sheila I hope that your eyes are bit better there’s nothing worse I went with my friend and neibour last week as she had to have operation on her eye ,so she has been wearing sun glasses all week .
Your so right about getting up every morning I don’t get up till I feel like it and some days it’s only sheer will power that makes me get up at all ,as you say this is no life ,I just wish that we could have gone together .
I have just painted all the out side off my house ,and sanded down my front back door ,got it varnished, power washed front back ,now getting all my fencing done it seem to be taking me forever ,I do know that I will never do it again it’s wore me out ,but I still don’t sleep ,I roam the dame house most off the night ,
My son in law came and stayed with me for a few days last week and he helped me ,my granddaughter has been here with her young man they broke me lots stuff up, and got it me all in bags ready for the tip ,they left this morning there now half way to Egypt.
I am sat here just chatting to my Dennis, asking him how much longer have I got to go on feeling like this ,even in company the pain hurt never leaves you .
I don’t know if I told you but my daughter has booked to take me to honk long and China in August, she got a bonus and she spent it all on me we are going first class ,I can’t get throught to her that I only ever dreamed about going ,and nothing means any thing to me now as I just don’t care enough to look at all these so called lovely sight ,
I feel so ungratfull but I just can’t help it .
VERY CHEEFULL Arnt I sorry ,I am so glad this rotton wind has died down but I still painted some off my fence in it ,well Sheila I do hope that your eyes get better soon ,I wished you lived neer me so we could have good chat cup tea ,take care my love for now Teresa xxxx
Hi Sheila I hope that your okay ,and your eyes are a lot better now ,are you ready for your holiday with your son ,will it be nice warm were you are going .
My granddaughter came to stay with me last week for a few days ,she is now in Egypt, and having a lovely time .
This is my third message as it’s been playing up again ,so I will start thinking about a new computer .
But I can’t seem to motivate my self to go look ,every thing is such trouble and I find my self getting all agitated at the least little thing .
I do hope that you manage to have a nice time with your son and I will talk to you soon I am going to send this be for it goes off again my love for now Teresa x x x
Hello Sheila hope that your okay apart from your eyes ,you will need to keep your sun glasses on whilst away ,I hope you have packed some strong sun lotion as you are going to need it ,how long is the flight ,do you like fliying ,I am okay once I am up but don t like the up or down bit ha ha .
I went looking for a few thing today for my adventure but did not get any thing only a blouse ,and as I don’t go up our town much I was amazed at so few people about ,I will never get used to sitting by my self having a coffee but I was not alone as there were a few women sat by them self ,
I wish that i was as clever as you with the computers , but I will be alright soon as my son John is coming and he will give me lessons as he very patients ,
I HOPE Sheila that you have a nice time and you enjoy some time with your son ,it would be lovely to be able to say I hope you have a lovely time but it will be nice and a change from the norm .
Take care off your self my love for now Teresa xxx
Hi Sheila I do like to get your messages ,but hope your not doing to much till your eyes get better .I really must sort my self some insurance out ,I am glad that your getting your confidence back that got to make you feel better in your self ,and I now know that there’s hope for me as I think I am going daft at times ha ha ,I tell my son and he says mother’s you have always been daft ,not nice from your own son ha ha but he might have a point .
I have been up town again today still got nothing so i am going to take your advise and order on line .
I came to bed early as I felt so tired ,but went on face book to see if girl I know was any better and as I was sending her a message there was a baby crying in the back ground ,and I smiled to my self thinking some poor woman’s in for a bad night and as my message went throught the baby I heard screaming was being kicked all over the floor by it mother and i just cant get it off my mind so i have had to get up ,there is no end to such evil people ,i do hope that someone knows her and that poor baby get found soon .
When are you going this weekend ,where are you flying from ,
I don’t know about your town ,but ours is now full off homeless people there every where and they have all got dogs most off them have got two i have now stopped giving them money a d i just get the dogs some food poor thing laid there in wind rain
And now this heat with no water bowls ,they can’t look after them self so they should not have them poor dogs ,
I will stop moaning now .if your goi g this weekend have a lovely time as you say you owe it to them to make the best off it will be thinking off you my love for now Teresa xxx
hello Sheila, I have just joined sue Ryder so I am only now reading your story. I would like to say to you how sorry I am for the loss of your husband. I cannot believe how similar our stories are. I lost my husband 10 weeks ago and he was seriously ill for three years before passing away. I was his full time carer so it was just Ian and I. He remained at home right up to the end. I knew he was slipping away so I sat with him and held his hand until he took his last breath, it was devastating but I was so grateful that it was just he and I together when he passed away. He was my second husband and we were together for thirty of the happiest years of my life. He was the most romantic, kind, and attentive man I have ever met. The thought of spending the next 20 years without him is unbearable. I have two daughters and four grandchildren and I do see them but when they ask me to join them for dinner I find it difficult to accept as I don’t wish to make them uncomfortable by talking about Ian. I had no close friends outside of our marriage as Ian and I did everything together and we were so family orientated. Its quite extraordinary that I also suffered problems with my teeth and gums in the last six months and have recently had all my top teeth out so I am still wearing a temporary denture. It was and still is very traumatic. I have an eight year old cocker spaniel called Dylan and 18 months ago he was diagnosed with anal cancer, but thank goodness, after a couple of operations he made a remarkable recovery and if it were not for him I feel I too would not have anything to get up for in the mornings. I am sorry you lost your dog I know how that feels as I lost our beloved bernese mountain dog aged 10yrs old about eight years ago. I couldn’t cope if anything happened to Dylan as he is my constant companion. I am 64years old and in pretty good health apart from a little arthritis. Ian and I shared a love of country music and went to many concerts although his passion for music was the sixties. I am not able to share this love of music with anyone else now. The thought of joining any type of club is definitely not for me, so, for the time being I need to think about my future and what, if anything, it has in store for me. I know you sent your post almost a year ago and I do hope things have improved for you. all the best. Carole.
Hi Sheila I hope your okay ,and you now know times off your flights etc ,I hate not knowing what I am doing as I like to be organised.
I have been at my friend Audrey most off the day getting her garden sorted ,I was hoping to get home in time to finish painting my fence but I did not get home till 8 thirty ,I got a taxie as buses are hit miss here on a Sunday and I have to catch three from her house ,plus have to pass few pubs and with England playing footie they were all full in side and out side by the looks off things lots shouting going on .
You know when you had your teeth out did you have to wait to have some dentures put in or do they make you some be for you have your teeth out I have got a few false ones but under my false ones I have bit off teeth that need to come out ,but hate the throught off walking rou d with no teeth ,I know that you have to wait three months for them to settle be for you get proper ones ,I have only got one tooth left at the top and that’s about to break ,I was having work done and William my dentist has left gone down south, so I have just not bothered going and having any more work done
Will be thinking off you on Tuesday enjoy your flight and done eat to much and definitely no wine ha ha my love for now Teresa x x x x x
Hi Sheila just want to wish you well and enjoy your trip .
Chat when you get back my love for now Teresa x x x x x
Hello Sheila I feel so sorry for you ,but I know how you feel ,as I hate leaving my Dennis here ,that why I like going on the ferry as he comes with us .but deep down you know your Peter will be saying get your self off my love and try to enjoy ,i will be thinking about you my love for now teresaxxxxhope this one goes throught as the last one diddent xxxxx
Hi Sheila I hope that you had a pleasant time and your now home safe sound ,was thinking about you ,love for now Teresa xxx
I am so sorry love take care xxxxx
Hi Sheila your always in my thoughts love for now Teresa xxxx
I hope thing have got little better for you love for now Teresa xxxx
Virgo
I agree ‘a good innings’ is never enough for people we love. Hugs
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