I lost my dad in March he was only 65 and within 3 weeks of finding out that he had lung cancer he was gone. Alot of people say at least he didn’t suffer and I should think of the good memories which there are so many of but I just can’t bring myself to look at pictures or videos as the pain is too much still and I guess I still think it’s not real.
I find myself getting really angry alot of the time and so stressed I feel like I can explode. I’ve got a wonderful family who are so supportive but I literally feel like I’ve lost my bestest friend, role model and father at the same time.
I feel like a completely different person now and I don’t know how to get my old self back.